have you ever been so confused about how you feel about everything you cant even shout or scream or cry about it, you kinda just sit there and let it devour you
I only just recently found out about the shooting at UCSB, and I did have the chance to watch the extremely terrifying threat video that he posted prior to embarking on his killing spree. I’ve had some time to reflect on what I’ve read so far, and I feel like I need a safe place to talk about my feelings, and I’m doing it here. If that makes you uncomfortable, you can fuck off.
After watching the video that Elliot Rodger uploaded to YouTube, I can say that I feel personally threatened by it and by the norms that underlie the threats that he makes. Elliot Rodger is dead and lived on the other side of the country, but his words still deeply frighten and threaten me and my safety.